In 2012 I had a series of catastrophic events which resulted in my losing my home and car and experiencing a deterioration in my already declining health – not once, but twice. As well, I was already without income or employment, and estranged from my birth family. In late 2012, when these events occurred for the second time, I realised that my life was in such utter disarray because I was ignoring my soul’s calling. My soul was summoning me to open to life and offer the raw, vulnerable, messy and human parts of myself to the light so that I may experience my full divinity. Mine is a seeker’s journey; an awakening to the realisation there is nothing to find.